Wednesday, October 12, 2005 ________________________________
haiz haiz haiz haiz.... failed paper..... hist..... oh god.. y did i fail..... irritatin.. feelin sooo stupid.. xiu nv even did 1 qn n she still got better than me.. the thing is tt she passed... passed.. tt's the thing i wanna see.. i dun wanna go back to my jc period.. i dun wanna be the bottom of the ppl.. i dun wanna taste failure.. i dun wanna see myself failing... i wanna be like my sec sch time... i wanna be good in studies n know perfectly every single thing wat is taught n can be applied to in exam... in jc i was afraid i was afraid i wld be retained in j1.. everyone said i wont.. but i was juz juz juz soooo scared.. it's like they dun ever ever understand how i feel coz they are juz gd in studies... they dun taste failure like i did.. but i passed tt hurdle.. was happy.. but not for long.. a levels was the next thing.. i was afraid i cant pass, cant get into uni.. but now tt i m here.. i thought everthing would be smooth sailin.. but who knows... a failed paper of the first mid term test.. n i m gg to get my next paper later.. if another fail one, think i... haiz.. i dunno... i wanna buck up... but i dunno how to do it.. i muz strive harder.. shimin shimin shimin.. wake up wake up.. study hard... read more... dun go back to jc tt time.. the feelin is very very bad.. n final exam is nearin.. project deadline also nearin.. n project are not fully done yet.. stressed.. who on earth said that uni is much much better compared to jc... rubbish man... okay... enough of all this.. econs tut is waitin for me...
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