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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
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haha.. i m now kinda lazy to blog.. it's like sooo many projects due, essay due too.. changin landscape n hist essay due next week!!!! n it's like nth done.. i really mean nth done.. pullin hair out le man... haiz.. shimin shimin.. better better buck up!!! n i try out for kr first cheerleadin squad.. n i got in.. haha.. listen to aili abt my past mistake not gettin in coz i dun smile.. soo tried to SMILE.. haha.. imagine the pom pom n stuffs.. n not even the real thing, i have already gotten a big big island on my knee.. disgustin.. haha..ermm.. n then for public relation unit, i also got my post as the vice project director! oh god.. i didnt know i will get it man.. shall do my best man.. ermm.. work hard now le la.. ermm.. muz strive to excel in at least one thing? ya.. yest we as in xiu me n lor finally made our way to interview the hip hop ppl there.. i didnt know tt skateboardin was illegal in singapore man.. tt was smth i found out tt day..

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2:58 PM

the big 'island' i had on my knee! disgustin!!

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2:50 PM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005
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haiz haiz haiz haiz.... failed paper..... hist..... oh god.. y did i fail..... irritatin.. feelin sooo stupid.. xiu nv even did 1 qn n she still got better than me.. the thing is tt she passed... passed.. tt's the thing i wanna see.. i dun wanna go back to my jc period.. i dun wanna be the bottom of the ppl.. i dun wanna taste failure.. i dun wanna see myself failing... i wanna be like my sec sch time... i wanna be good in studies n know perfectly every single thing wat is taught n can be applied to in exam... in jc i was afraid i was afraid i wld be retained in j1.. everyone said i wont.. but i was juz juz juz soooo scared.. it's like they dun ever ever understand how i feel coz they are juz gd in studies... they dun taste failure like i did.. but i passed tt hurdle.. was happy.. but not for long.. a levels was the next thing.. i was afraid i cant pass, cant get into uni.. but now tt i m here.. i thought everthing would be smooth sailin.. but who knows... a failed paper of the first mid term test.. n i m gg to get my next paper later.. if another fail one, think i... haiz.. i dunno... i wanna buck up... but i dunno how to do it.. i muz strive harder.. shimin shimin shimin.. wake up wake up.. study hard... read more... dun go back to jc tt time.. the feelin is very very bad.. n final exam is nearin.. project deadline also nearin.. n project are not fully done yet.. stressed.. who on earth said that uni is much much better compared to jc... rubbish man... okay... enough of all this.. econs tut is waitin for me...

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
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ermm.. the war has started.. screams of baozhu can be heard by 11 plus since last nite.. tsk tsk.. thought it was supposedly to be started at 1200?? ermm.. the prank played on her seemed quite cham.. 6 pails of water poured at her by the 5th floor short wing's guys... door by door.. ermm.. girls on the 3rd floors had all their slippers taken to dunno which floor.. tsk.. haha.. n poor xiu had to go find it if not no shoes for lesson.. toilets for the girls were also locked.. but not much trouble to 4th floor girls as all was well after 830 when i woke up.. went for lesson today.. haha.. me n xiu n faith were not concentratin on lec n tut man.. talkin abt pink n blue thingy.. haha.. n our dear faith is now owing me n xiu each a 10 bucks meal coz there was jap studies tut.. she keep claimin there isnt any.. which i m quite sure it's not today! blur foodie liang!! haha.. n stop lookin at him durin econs lec faith!! haha..
brendon juz asked me n xiu up to his room to watch video.. fishy fishy... this week is pink n blue.. better better not be tricked by them.. sendin ourselves up to them?!! not so easy okay..

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